....LIFE....

So its been a long long long time since ive blogged!! i have been so caught up in working and having out with brandon that i hardly have any time left for myself to do anything!! i have been working all the time to try to get my life straightened out from the wreck! im actually haoppy again!! i cant believe it... i think i have found a great guy that knows how to treat a girl! well here is a picture of him... i think that he is adorable LOL!

OOPS.....

well.... i thought i messed everything up with brandon!!! Brandon is the nicest guy that i have ever even talkid to and i about screwed it up horribly. thankfully he forgave me!!! i waws so upset because i really qant to be with him he treats me like a princess lol.

~*~ GODS CAKE ~*~

Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her and her best friend is moving away. Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter says, "Absolutely Mom, I love your cake" "Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers. "Yuck" says her daughter. "How about a couple raw eggs?" "Gross, Mom!" "Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?" "Mom, those are all yucky!" To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by themselves. But when they are put together in the right way , they make a wonderfully delicious cake! God works the same way. Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they always work for good! We just have to trust Him and, eventually, they will all make something wonderful! God is crazy about you. He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen. He can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose your heart. If you like this, send this on to the people you really care about. I did. Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance.

!~! LONG TIME !~!

its been awhile since i have blogged.... i didnt mean for it to be so long but i have had a lot of things happen in the past few weeks!!! for one thing my boyfriend broke up with me because he siad that i deserve better than him!!! when it happened i was totally crushed (who wouldnt be) but now that i look back at it i cant really understand why i let him treat me the way that he did! yoiu know when you are in a relationship you look past all the imperfections and only see the so called "good"! but on the other hand i met this great guy named brandon and he treats me like i am the only thing in his world!! he knows how to treat a girl and i think he is a keeper!!

!!!This is so true!!!

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. the students responded with a unanimous "YES".
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.
Now, said the professor as the laughter subsided, I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things.... God, your family, your children, your health, your friends, and your favorite passions.... and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter... your job, your house, and your car.
The sand is everything else... the small stuff.
If you put the sand into the jar first, he continued, there is no room for the pebbles or the golf bals. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Take care of the golf balls first.... the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a cup of coffee with a friend."
Please share this with someone you care about. I JUST DID.

!!!Thank you!!!

I want to thank God for sending me an angel on Saturday morning!!!! i don't know what would have happened if there hadn't been one there with me!! i guess i'll never know and thats the only good thing that came out of this! Everyone at the hospital wonders how i made it out alive and alls i can say is that my guardian angel was there by my side helping me along!!

??!!!??WHY??!!!??

I don’t really understand what is happening in my life right now! Why is someone trying to take me out of this world?? Why doesn’t our higher being just let me go?? I don’t understand why I can’t do anything right or have anything in my life go right! Why do I feel like no-one is here for me when actually everyone is? I feel like my whole life has been a lie and I wonder why I am still here!! I want to be happy but something inside of me is telling me that I can’t. It’s telling me to be mad or sad all of the time and I can’t take it anymore!! My guardian angel was there with me on Saturday and I am wondering and thinking about who it might be??!!?? I can’t seem to grasp the whole accident yet I don’t know if I ever will. I wish that I could find someone that I can tell everything to and not be afraid to be myself. What is love?? I don’t know what the definition of love is and I am stuck on trying to get the concept of it? I wonder if love is actually true. If it is then why cant I find my true one??